Feeling Sick!

Feeling so sick today..
Is it because of stress?
Exam is just around the corner..
Another? 6 days?? argh~!!
But somehow dun feel like studying at all..
But den right...
Tat someone.. kept pushing me to study..
Wonder who is that ah??
Who ah? who ah?
lolX. what am i crapping here ah?

Too stress until gonna be crazy soon..
over exaggerating i guess.. =P

another sad for me..
mayb its the right decision?
i hope it is..
making this decision isnt easy..
need courage to do so.. n independence?

betta to b over now den later?
if could not be together now or not compatible..
shud juz end it ha? rather den hold on to it. since it is going to make us suffer more?
bt anyway..
i m happy for the happy n sweet memories we've went through
mayb it doesnt work for the both of us.
which i thought we would...

thanks for everything you've done.

sigh! another day lor.
yday was terrible..
two probs arise n i need to face it ALONE.
sigh!
n its act not a realie hard prob to settle bt den.
stil need to think alot rite?
make me cant slp all night oni.. kept thinkin of those problems..

arguments..
arguments make me sick..
sumtimes i do wonder why cant i have a peaceful week through?
dunno was it because of me..
lack of INTERPERSONAL skilllsss...
like wat mR jay say today..
if no interpersonal skils no bf or gf or cant maintain gud relationships..
sigh sigh sigh..

Sigh Sigh Sigh!!!

Irene's off to JB d..
wonder when wil b the next time i'll be see-ing her again.. Sigh!
bt enjoyed the farewell party though.. Thanks Irene!
hopefully she wil b able to cope in her studies there..

Everyone seems to be going so far to further their studies..
most of me gud gud frens..
well.. cant ask too much right?
takkan wanna ask them stay right beside me FOREVER meh?
make new frens.. clique wit new coll frens lu hor?
bt i can be tat i won be havin such close frens like them..
GONNA MISS YOU GUYS ALRITE?

back to coll lu..
wit p4... well it isnt so bad after all..
got bck p4 marks for mock paper..
unbelieveable. highest if not mistaken was 94!!! so high..
n even gt marks as low as 20..
i could oni pity tat fella cz MR akbar's gonna BAR him from exam..

p5 p5 p5..
not ready bt wil work hard for it.. eh..work smart.. work hard no point without working SMART!paper 5 revision class tml le.. goonna get bck marks for p5..
how wil it b? highest? lowest?
how much i got? fail? pass? average? sigh! sickening..
summore tml combine class wit grp 1 n sept intake..
so big le the class.. dunno can concentrate or not le.

woohoo...
came bck frm penang ady lu
terrible 3 days in penang..
although went to cafe almost everyday..
which i shud b using the time to study..
bt i didnt..
distraction ma.. need bring bro go.. ma as well i go dere n play den oni go bck study?
bt its doesnt seem like i realie spend my time studyin ova dere?

i thought it would b a gud isolation for me if i go penang..
since dere is no comp for me to use.. den no astro.. suck at home u know?
nth.. no phone.. bt gt hp la.. =p
bt in the end..
i ended up in cafe wit bro.. lolX

bt luckily mr Jay give tips..
narrow dwn the studies d.. bt sumhow.. stil bad la rite?
like tat make me more lazy to study.. ahha..
bt muz try get 80 above this time..
afta getting so many tips frm him edy..
or not realie terrible!