hapie new year

Happy new year everyone!

Wish ya all the best in the year ahead.

signing off..

Beloved Grandma

Back from penang..
Was a tiring trip though for 5 days..

For the 1st time I've attend such ceremony with so many 'pantang larang' that we as the deceased's family..
Have to wear white for 6 days..
The whole day.. Yes.. White top, black bottom..

At nite, for 3 nighs, there will be this lady monk and her group of ' I dunno what you call 'em ',
Would come and say prayers for the descendant.
The family of the deceased would be advised to join them for the prayers..
And this prayer took almost an hour..
Sort of like sing song.. But We as humans I don't think we know what does it meant as it is actually sung for the 'dark angels'??

On the 5th day after her death,
There is this band.. Play for the deceased one...
Wasn't crying when there is no music or what it is..
But when they started playing,
Tears roll down, as my mum would say is, it sort of like make you ' xin luan' (I can't remember what you call that, however)

It went on and on, then, they come to this part of the ceremony where the coffin have to be moved out and to pay respect and make prayers before loading the coffin into the van and send grandma off to the cemetery area.
Then, we had to parade along the way for a certain distance,
Then board onto the bus to reach the cemetery area.

Once reached, we are to make our very last respect and prayers for grandma before they send her into the area where she is to be burnt up.
It would be better to keep her bones than to keep her in her coffin,
as humans, after death, being left unattended, would be filled up with worms and so on,
That's totally disgusting, therefore, burn up and keep the bones would be much cleaner..

On the 7th day, the family of the deceased one would need to collect the deceased bones,
As in pick it up and put it into this jar..
As we see on televisions, it would be the ashes,
But in this case, it would be bones, I don't know why, but its just to follow the tradition and beliefs to follow the procedures to ensure grandma not to be a wandering ghost, and all these thing that we are doing is to guide her to the correct place.

After that, the jar of grandma's bones are to be brought to the place where we place her next to grandpa.
It would be nice to see them both happily sitting next to each other after such a long time,
It has been about 13 years since my grandpa passed away.
Wonder has he already reborn as a new person,
Or he is still there waiting for grandma.
No one knows.

Grandma has already aged 83 and a half years old.
She is older than I thought she were, well, by a few years older though.
Seeing her sleep so peacefully in her coffin that day,
It may be good for her to rest from the world where she is blessed with grandchildren and even better 3 grandchildren.

I shall remember her sweet smile deep bottom in my heart where I would not forget..
I would always love and miss you grandma.!

Merry xmas and a happy new year

Merry Xmas guys.

Sorry to those tat I did not reply to your chrsistmas messages..

Will be back soon and i'll try my bez to reply all as fast as posible.

.Therefore, early christmas wish to all again..

And also happy new year girls and guys.. =)

Goodbye Grandma

my dearest grandma has just passed away yesterday..
Got the news from dad when I was in Port Dickson..
Will be paying her my last respect on Wednesday.

Therefore this post is written for her...
Let us have a few moment of silence..
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I am sorry that I was not there to see you for the last time..

I know GOD would take good care of you..

You have been through the tough times since grandpa passed away..

We, those whom loved you.. Would miss you..

You will always be the best grandma in me..

May your soul rest in peace grandma..

Goodbye grandma..

MERRY XMAS

Xmas in 6 days!!..
Can't wait for it!!
MERRY XMAS!!

Currently.. into Alvin and the chipmunk's - christmas don't be late
Cute!

Well..
There goes 6 days of holidays including today..

Going for my 3rd driving lesson..
And I guess I'm much more nervous compared to the 1st class I attended..
Not there yet. Not yet drive yet.
But feels the nerves already..

And now..
I'm in college..
And going back by noon I suppose?
And wait for the transport to take me to the driving academy..

Its like never enough of gaming.
.But once you play for sometime..
You'll get pretty bored about it though.

not much to crap about..
SIgning off!

Bad luck?

Very bad luckie neh..
On Friday the desktop is still usable..
But now.
The hard drive already kaput..

OF all times why must it be during holiday??
Dad will be busy with his golf on weekends and work during the weekdays..
When will it be fixed?? Argh..

Second thing.. I'm posting this using my dad's laptop..
Similiar to the one I had which I had before it was being taken away from me by stupid idiotics!
With this laptop..
It is like it has a timer of its own to cut the connection line..
It kinda pissed me off yesterday when I was half way chatting then ..
Poof.. 'You Are Disconnected, Please Try Again.'

Fortunately, restarting the laptop doesn't take too long like the desktop..
IN an hour time I guess I have been restarting the laptop at least twice..
That's irritating..
Need the new laptop!
Wonder when dad's gonna buy it..
Take forever to get it..

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Xmas is just around the corner..
Another ten days to go!!
Oh well..
I better make an early Xmas wish here in case that I cant get on with this laptop again..

MERRY XMAS EVERYONE!!!
MAY ALL OF YOU HAVE A JOYFUL XMAS~!
HO HO HO~~!!!!

p.s. where is my xmas presentie?? XD

Got kinda addicted with an old game ..
Theme Hospital..
Its kinda like The Sims..

But anyways.. its kinda nice!
Thanks to dear.. XD
Didn't know about its existence until he went searching the net for the game.

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This holiday ain't holiday after all..
2 weeks of holiday after a 6 month hard work..
And I'm spending every bit of it staying at home!
Now really want to have a car and license real badly.
But by the time I got both..
It may be new year already and classes would have commenced..
And by that time,
How am I going to enjoy my holidays?? T.T

But getting license ain't easy..
For me in this case..
I just don't get about the clutch and so on..
Manual cars are a pain in the ass to learn how to drive it..
Need so much synchronizing.. argh

Just need a few more classes..
Wanna ask for extra classes..
Missed out a lot already since left out or 4 months because of the packed timetable!

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And now I think I should be more happy and not as bored as now..
If the classes are still going on.
At least that time still can go pyramid hang around.
But now its like stoning at home..
No driver and so on..
Ah..
When I'm allowed to go out..
No transport la..
Others busy la this la that la..

But when I'm not allowed..
Come out la.. WE go fetch you..
Can wan la. Ask and see..

How could all these happen!!!
Bad holiday timing??
Bad school and college holiday?
Why cant just make all the holidays fall on the same time?
So can enjoy enjoy ma..

YippeeZZ..

Exams over and now i have 2 weeks of holidays..
Not knowing what to do during the holiday..

First plan to finish up the driving lesson and then go for test..
With the hope that I would pass my test and get my license and drive around..
So that I would not have to reply on my mother to fetch me from college or what so ever it is..
Because it'll just a waste of time and effort to make her fetch me..
Can go where ever I want to go and when I wan to go..

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Exam ain't that tough as I thought it would be..
It really scare me off that I may not be able to pass as I fall sick on Sunday..
It may be because I have been overly stressed up with audit for the pass few days..
But I'm pretty contented with what I could pour out during the exam..
Exam pressure??
Maybe that is the 'THING' that gonna push you to think much more than the exercises you do in classes though..

Overall conclusion??
Pass all my exam and proceed to the next level!!!
Don't wanna stay back for another 6 months learning the new rules and so forth..
No thank you!

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XMAS is coming!!
And that is the indicator that this is going to be the end of the year of 2007~~!!!
And that means YOU are getting a year OLDER!! XD

Time flies really fast!! ( I know I always mention about it but it is true isn't it? )
Maybe I felt so because most of my time during the year is spent in the classrooms, auditorium and lecture hall.. which is in the college compound!!
From morning as early as 8 a.m. till evening as latest 9 p.m.!!
Depends to my parents on what time they come to fetch me..
That is why I wanted to get my own car so I wouldn't have to wait them for so long.!

Classes from Monday till Friday..
And thank god this semester not much weekends classes except for certain EMERGENCY situation and BACKUP!!!
Kinda funny to think back for this semester..
So rush! Like running after a bullet train!

But anyways..
Thanks to all the lecturers that have thought G1 throughout the year.
Thanks!
Till now.. I don't know am I considered as a G1 student or G4 student..
They tend to categorize us in the previous group we were in..
Thats DISCRIMINATION!

woah!!!
Another 3 days to go then I'm free!!!
Well.. free as in 2 weeks packed with stuff to be done before the new semester starts.. Argh

Trying to scare and motivate me by telling me 3 friends had finished reading up their notes and going through the tutorial notes during the weekend~!
Of course its gonna affect me by trying to finish up studying within the limited time before heading for bed as I was lazing around the whole 2 days..

That's the way it is..
Study a bit. Then walk around.. Move around the house..
Play with the phone.. I see you.. You see me..

Just cant sit still..
Especially for audit..
Maybe not in LOVE with it yet.. =)

Just see what comes later..
The 'ILHAM' to study..
It works sometimes..
The stuff you studied a few hours right before exam comes out..
Of course thats the most enjoying and happy time knowing that you won't be failing for that paper..

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For the previous 2 papers...
Feeling pretty fine with it..
Knowing that I wouldn't fail unless I made mistakes which I myself couldn't spot it.
One could hardly spot their own mistakes...

BUT! luckily I managed to spot the mistakes which made me to re do the whole account!!
Lucky for me.. I left spaces below..
Never be afraid to leave as many spaces as you want for the examination..
They'll not penalty you for using so many booklets..

Since you've paid so much for the examination..
It includes the use of the booklet.
That is where you can use to cover your cost!!! =P

Therefore..
USE AS MUCH AS YOU COULD!!
Although you wouldn't be filling up the empty spaces..
Just leave spaces in case you might recalled some of it..
Or just somehow managed to think of the answers..

If not having enough spaces to write in the end if you got what it requires..
Isn't it a waste to give up those few marks??
It may even fail you from the border line..
Who knows?

Thats it for now..
Will be back with updates after exam..
Which would be on Tuesday night..
I hope?Or wednesday..