hapie new year

Happy new year everyone!

Wish ya all the best in the year ahead.

signing off..

Beloved Grandma

Back from penang..
Was a tiring trip though for 5 days..

For the 1st time I've attend such ceremony with so many 'pantang larang' that we as the deceased's family..
Have to wear white for 6 days..
The whole day.. Yes.. White top, black bottom..

At nite, for 3 nighs, there will be this lady monk and her group of ' I dunno what you call 'em ',
Would come and say prayers for the descendant.
The family of the deceased would be advised to join them for the prayers..
And this prayer took almost an hour..
Sort of like sing song.. But We as humans I don't think we know what does it meant as it is actually sung for the 'dark angels'??

On the 5th day after her death,
There is this band.. Play for the deceased one...
Wasn't crying when there is no music or what it is..
But when they started playing,
Tears roll down, as my mum would say is, it sort of like make you ' xin luan' (I can't remember what you call that, however)

It went on and on, then, they come to this part of the ceremony where the coffin have to be moved out and to pay respect and make prayers before loading the coffin into the van and send grandma off to the cemetery area.
Then, we had to parade along the way for a certain distance,
Then board onto the bus to reach the cemetery area.

Once reached, we are to make our very last respect and prayers for grandma before they send her into the area where she is to be burnt up.
It would be better to keep her bones than to keep her in her coffin,
as humans, after death, being left unattended, would be filled up with worms and so on,
That's totally disgusting, therefore, burn up and keep the bones would be much cleaner..

On the 7th day, the family of the deceased one would need to collect the deceased bones,
As in pick it up and put it into this jar..
As we see on televisions, it would be the ashes,
But in this case, it would be bones, I don't know why, but its just to follow the tradition and beliefs to follow the procedures to ensure grandma not to be a wandering ghost, and all these thing that we are doing is to guide her to the correct place.

After that, the jar of grandma's bones are to be brought to the place where we place her next to grandpa.
It would be nice to see them both happily sitting next to each other after such a long time,
It has been about 13 years since my grandpa passed away.
Wonder has he already reborn as a new person,
Or he is still there waiting for grandma.
No one knows.

Grandma has already aged 83 and a half years old.
She is older than I thought she were, well, by a few years older though.
Seeing her sleep so peacefully in her coffin that day,
It may be good for her to rest from the world where she is blessed with grandchildren and even better 3 grandchildren.

I shall remember her sweet smile deep bottom in my heart where I would not forget..
I would always love and miss you grandma.!

Merry xmas and a happy new year

Merry Xmas guys.

Sorry to those tat I did not reply to your chrsistmas messages..

Will be back soon and i'll try my bez to reply all as fast as posible.

.Therefore, early christmas wish to all again..

And also happy new year girls and guys.. =)

Goodbye Grandma

my dearest grandma has just passed away yesterday..
Got the news from dad when I was in Port Dickson..
Will be paying her my last respect on Wednesday.

Therefore this post is written for her...
Let us have a few moment of silence..
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I am sorry that I was not there to see you for the last time..

I know GOD would take good care of you..

You have been through the tough times since grandpa passed away..

We, those whom loved you.. Would miss you..

You will always be the best grandma in me..

May your soul rest in peace grandma..

Goodbye grandma..

MERRY XMAS

Xmas in 6 days!!..
Can't wait for it!!
MERRY XMAS!!

Currently.. into Alvin and the chipmunk's - christmas don't be late
Cute!

Well..
There goes 6 days of holidays including today..

Going for my 3rd driving lesson..
And I guess I'm much more nervous compared to the 1st class I attended..
Not there yet. Not yet drive yet.
But feels the nerves already..

And now..
I'm in college..
And going back by noon I suppose?
And wait for the transport to take me to the driving academy..

Its like never enough of gaming.
.But once you play for sometime..
You'll get pretty bored about it though.

not much to crap about..
SIgning off!

Bad luck?

Very bad luckie neh..
On Friday the desktop is still usable..
But now.
The hard drive already kaput..

OF all times why must it be during holiday??
Dad will be busy with his golf on weekends and work during the weekdays..
When will it be fixed?? Argh..

Second thing.. I'm posting this using my dad's laptop..
Similiar to the one I had which I had before it was being taken away from me by stupid idiotics!
With this laptop..
It is like it has a timer of its own to cut the connection line..
It kinda pissed me off yesterday when I was half way chatting then ..
Poof.. 'You Are Disconnected, Please Try Again.'

Fortunately, restarting the laptop doesn't take too long like the desktop..
IN an hour time I guess I have been restarting the laptop at least twice..
That's irritating..
Need the new laptop!
Wonder when dad's gonna buy it..
Take forever to get it..

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Xmas is just around the corner..
Another ten days to go!!
Oh well..
I better make an early Xmas wish here in case that I cant get on with this laptop again..

MERRY XMAS EVERYONE!!!
MAY ALL OF YOU HAVE A JOYFUL XMAS~!
HO HO HO~~!!!!

p.s. where is my xmas presentie?? XD

Got kinda addicted with an old game ..
Theme Hospital..
Its kinda like The Sims..

But anyways.. its kinda nice!
Thanks to dear.. XD
Didn't know about its existence until he went searching the net for the game.

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This holiday ain't holiday after all..
2 weeks of holiday after a 6 month hard work..
And I'm spending every bit of it staying at home!
Now really want to have a car and license real badly.
But by the time I got both..
It may be new year already and classes would have commenced..
And by that time,
How am I going to enjoy my holidays?? T.T

But getting license ain't easy..
For me in this case..
I just don't get about the clutch and so on..
Manual cars are a pain in the ass to learn how to drive it..
Need so much synchronizing.. argh

Just need a few more classes..
Wanna ask for extra classes..
Missed out a lot already since left out or 4 months because of the packed timetable!

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And now I think I should be more happy and not as bored as now..
If the classes are still going on.
At least that time still can go pyramid hang around.
But now its like stoning at home..
No driver and so on..
Ah..
When I'm allowed to go out..
No transport la..
Others busy la this la that la..

But when I'm not allowed..
Come out la.. WE go fetch you..
Can wan la. Ask and see..

How could all these happen!!!
Bad holiday timing??
Bad school and college holiday?
Why cant just make all the holidays fall on the same time?
So can enjoy enjoy ma..

YippeeZZ..

Exams over and now i have 2 weeks of holidays..
Not knowing what to do during the holiday..

First plan to finish up the driving lesson and then go for test..
With the hope that I would pass my test and get my license and drive around..
So that I would not have to reply on my mother to fetch me from college or what so ever it is..
Because it'll just a waste of time and effort to make her fetch me..
Can go where ever I want to go and when I wan to go..

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Exam ain't that tough as I thought it would be..
It really scare me off that I may not be able to pass as I fall sick on Sunday..
It may be because I have been overly stressed up with audit for the pass few days..
But I'm pretty contented with what I could pour out during the exam..
Exam pressure??
Maybe that is the 'THING' that gonna push you to think much more than the exercises you do in classes though..

Overall conclusion??
Pass all my exam and proceed to the next level!!!
Don't wanna stay back for another 6 months learning the new rules and so forth..
No thank you!

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XMAS is coming!!
And that is the indicator that this is going to be the end of the year of 2007~~!!!
And that means YOU are getting a year OLDER!! XD

Time flies really fast!! ( I know I always mention about it but it is true isn't it? )
Maybe I felt so because most of my time during the year is spent in the classrooms, auditorium and lecture hall.. which is in the college compound!!
From morning as early as 8 a.m. till evening as latest 9 p.m.!!
Depends to my parents on what time they come to fetch me..
That is why I wanted to get my own car so I wouldn't have to wait them for so long.!

Classes from Monday till Friday..
And thank god this semester not much weekends classes except for certain EMERGENCY situation and BACKUP!!!
Kinda funny to think back for this semester..
So rush! Like running after a bullet train!

But anyways..
Thanks to all the lecturers that have thought G1 throughout the year.
Thanks!
Till now.. I don't know am I considered as a G1 student or G4 student..
They tend to categorize us in the previous group we were in..
Thats DISCRIMINATION!

woah!!!
Another 3 days to go then I'm free!!!
Well.. free as in 2 weeks packed with stuff to be done before the new semester starts.. Argh

Trying to scare and motivate me by telling me 3 friends had finished reading up their notes and going through the tutorial notes during the weekend~!
Of course its gonna affect me by trying to finish up studying within the limited time before heading for bed as I was lazing around the whole 2 days..

That's the way it is..
Study a bit. Then walk around.. Move around the house..
Play with the phone.. I see you.. You see me..

Just cant sit still..
Especially for audit..
Maybe not in LOVE with it yet.. =)

Just see what comes later..
The 'ILHAM' to study..
It works sometimes..
The stuff you studied a few hours right before exam comes out..
Of course thats the most enjoying and happy time knowing that you won't be failing for that paper..

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For the previous 2 papers...
Feeling pretty fine with it..
Knowing that I wouldn't fail unless I made mistakes which I myself couldn't spot it.
One could hardly spot their own mistakes...

BUT! luckily I managed to spot the mistakes which made me to re do the whole account!!
Lucky for me.. I left spaces below..
Never be afraid to leave as many spaces as you want for the examination..
They'll not penalty you for using so many booklets..

Since you've paid so much for the examination..
It includes the use of the booklet.
That is where you can use to cover your cost!!! =P

Therefore..
USE AS MUCH AS YOU COULD!!
Although you wouldn't be filling up the empty spaces..
Just leave spaces in case you might recalled some of it..
Or just somehow managed to think of the answers..

If not having enough spaces to write in the end if you got what it requires..
Isn't it a waste to give up those few marks??
It may even fail you from the border line..
Who knows?

Thats it for now..
Will be back with updates after exam..
Which would be on Tuesday night..
I hope?Or wednesday..

CAT finals... Here I come

Another 2 weeks to go..
Well... Actually less than 2 weeks..
It would be about..
10-11 days left before the the FINAL CAT examination..
Arggh!!!

Flip flip flip the notes..
But you seems to know what is it about ..
After awhile you close your notes and walk around or do whatever you have to do after your ' sort of understand what you've studied'..
After you read 'THOROUGHLY' your notes..
You would be expected to try on some questions to test your memory..
The best would be that you could produce the exact beautiful answer as in the model answer..
And the worst would be.. Writing the whole page of answer which is irrelevant..
That would be the worst case scenario where you'll began to start panicking that you've not prepared enough and etc etc etc..

But that always happen..
UNLESS.. you're really hardworking those type..
Follow all the timetable you set up for studying..
Isolating yourself from all the distractions...

Definitely..
I'm not that type~! =)
Always say *okay.. will do it later..*
But it ended up..
*Nah.. Later can wan.. Still got time still got time..*

Not yet found the right study techniques??
Maybe..

So.. Not gonna update ere for sometime..
Until end of my EXAM..
Last day would be on 12Th of December..
But only 4 papers are examined...
Sort of like SPM..
Stretch for 2 weeks..

But anyways..
Wish me lucks??
Would you??

Easy or Hard way out?

Ever thought what would happen if life is just as simple as you thought it would be?

It may not be challenging where you learn the easy way to get through things..
You would not learn to stand up if you fall down..
Expecting others to give you a hand so that you could be able to stand up again...

If only life is so simple..

What if life's hard?
You get to learn new things..
Not to say that from easy way you can't learn anything..
But somehow you'll learn much more with the hard way compared to the easy way though.

Sometimes with the hard way is really toguh till you would wanna give up on it..
And trying to find the easy way..
Which seems impossible in certain circumstances.. Well.. mostly..
But..
If it is possible...
It wouldn't be the 'NICE' or 'DECENT' way to get that though..

For example..
The easy and obvious example we could see in our lifes nowadays..
And definitely its not a MORAL thing to do..
Burglary, robbing, stealing, and etc etc..

What is the main motives of all these to actually start in the beginning??
Wanna get earn a living and support family??
But can't make it to the pay level that they are expecting..
Therefore.. Finding the easy way out to get those cash to support?
Then there goes the crime rate.. Up and Up and Up..
Others not feeling safe to live in the country itself as the countrymen themselves isn't respecting one another...
Well.. although it is just a minority of them that causes all these crime rates to increase..
But still.. They still affect how people look at the country and evaluate the country as a whole..

Who wouldn't want to live in a SAFE country??
I would want to.. So do you isn't it?
And also tax free on everything..

Heard about Switzerland was the most richest and safest country in the world..
That's why people keeps their money in the SwitZ bank..
Tax free..
Crime rate low.. Or was it none at all?? (hrm.. I can't remember on that)

Tempting to get there..
But it seems impossible now..
Maybe another 10 years??
After work and during the work break..!!

You love your father more or your mother?

Read this post from my dear's blog.. Broken

Its an interesting post where it really makes everyone thinks..
Love father more or mother more??

For me personally,
I love my father more..
It maybe because he is a more wise person so to say,
In handling problems.. *managing skills*

Compared to my mother,
She'll just shoot you with all the problems she is having and expects something out of it..
And the results she would want to hear is..
She's right and you'll always be the one wrong..
Although it is obviously isn't your fault..
But there would be a way where she'll be twist and turn till you are totally speechless..

About education..
Both my parents ain't really worried about my education..
As in my studies..
I do envy sometimes..
Those parents that would ask questions like..
* How's your class today??*
*Everything's fine today??*

Well.. Only my father would ask me such questions..
My mother wouldn't even bother..
I only heard her asking my brother..
Does that shows that she care more for my brother??

My father is the only supporter of the family..
He works hard day til night..
When I'm small kid..
I seldom see him at home..
Small kids sleeps at 9-10 pm and wakes up the next morning at 9 -10??
Sleep maximization..
He'll only be back by midnight or it could even extend till the next morning..
Come back for a few hours to freshen up and get a short nap and then off to work again..

I really do salute my father..
He is really my role model..

He may not be the person whom you can shop with..
Cause if one takes too long to shop..
Definitely, my father's face will be 'black'
So.. he'll rather just give you the cash and you go and get it yourself..
So it would be nicer to shop for clothes with mother..
Girls will always with girls..

During CNYs..
He'll seldom spend much money to buy new clothes for himself..
He'll rather spend it on the family..
Put his family before him..
He'll buy only if he needs 'em or we insisted on it that everyone to have one new clothes for new year...

With the excuses he would give..
* Aiya. nevermind la. *
* We also seldom go out. No need buy la. *
* Buy for the kids la. *

So overall I would say I love my father more than my mother..
Not saying that I don't love my mother..
Love both.. But more for my father..

What about you??
Tell me about it..
I would like to hear about your comments on the topics.. =)

Edc / efc timetable

T8 ( 5th - 7th )
8am - 4 pm
LT4

T7 (12th -14th)
9am - 4pm
LT4

T6
(19th - 21th )
9am-4pm
Audi 1

T9 ( 26th - 28th)
9am - 4pm
Audi 1

Weird

Found some sites for free music sheets download..

Still.. Wanna find for Chinese music sheets..
Anyone have the url for it??
Mind sharing??
Thanks.

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Implementing what I had learnt until this moment from the subjects..

The need to pay pre enrol fee by 31st October!
Failure to do so.. You may not be enrolled into the next semester..
Once classes are full, students would not be able to enrol if they do not pre enrol..

What is this for??
First thing that crosses my mind..
TO boost up sales at the end of the accounting period..

Manipulate cash flow..
TO finance the construction fees as they are upgrading the college...

It wouldn't be classified as Prepayments..
But as SALES isn't it??
Application fees..

And why would they need the school leave certificate.?
Its the 2nd year enrolment and they want a school leave certificate??
Duh... If enter second year then it is obviously you are already leave the school..

Shouldn't it be the 1st year enrolment where you take the school leave certificate??
But it is not needed..
Weird system..

What about your college / uni??
Are they like that too??
Find it weird somehow..

Driving Lesson

Okay..

It has been three days since MOCK..
And what have I done since then..
Play, sleep, eat, tv, blog..

Missed something??
Yeah.. Study..
Have been saying that I really need to study after MOCK for the finals..
Plus..
This week is a sort of holiday week..
But I have not fully utilised it!!
With studies..
Have you guys utilised it for the finals??

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Went for my 2nd driving lesson today..

Once you start to drive with one instructor..
You would want to stick with the same instructor as you may feel comfortable with him / her..
Different instuctor have their different techniques of teaching..

I witness one today...
I was in the car with my instructor..
He was asking me to observe how others do during parking..

And this particular car that we were observing..
As I could see..
The instructor is in the car instructing his student..
But she kept reversing where it hit the pole which you shouldn't be touching it..
A few times..
Oh my gosh..

Both me and my instructor were sitting in the car waiting for this particular car to finish their parking session..
Cause we were waiting for that spot..
Argh..
They took more than 5 minutes!!!!

And if this is in the exam..
Straight failed already!!!!

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Learnt all my subjects for the driving lesson today..
Yippee...
Everything is just fine..
The main problem I have..
IS 'tergesa-gesa'..

*I think you better go drive a sport car la.. Always press on the accelerator..*
*Control, control, why so rush???*
*Gear 1, 2 , 3 , 4 .. Want go on to gear 5??*
*Clutch first then only break.. Slow slow..*
*Aiyoyo.. Hand break hand break!!!!* - well.. this one is because I forgot to release the hand break after a short break we had before continuing the session -

Shy shy neh a few times like that..
And not only that..
I went into the wrong car car today..
The 1st car I use had some problem with the engine after it 'died' when I release the hand break and getting ready to start the lesson..
Therefore, the instructor went and got another car..

For your information..
All METRO's car are the same..
The red 'lil kancil..
So.. I was looking at the car plate..
After that.. I thought it was the car.. Then I open the back door to put my stuff..
But how come my instructor continued walking to another car??

I stunned awhile then I look front to the other car my instructor was walking towards..
Then.. Oh my.. This is the car that 'died' just now!!!!!
*took out my bag and close the door slowly then walk towards the other car.. with me blushing, got into the car and put my bag behind*

-Nape ni?? Pipi merah??-

-Masuk kereta salah kan.. Ingatkan kereta tu tapi tengok tengok macam tak betul.. apa la saya ni kan??-

Then the both of us giggle and go on with the session..

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Which area of the drinving lesson you favour the most??

For me, three pointers the best..
Don't have to remember how many time to turn the stereng...
Just all the way to the left and all the way to the right..
That is all.. =)

Gosh.. need to renew the L license..
They didn't mention about paying extra RM30 for the renewal..
What they said is.. Free L.
Zzz.. Next time need to ask everything in great detail for it!!

If only I knew..
Then I wouldn't need to waste RM18 bucks for the passport photo but just to pay the RM 10 for the photo and just wait..

Class of 2007

PIxie with MR JAY..
Guess which is him.. XD












This is with Ms. Shanta..













AikZ.. sry Jess..
ONly half of facey in...












First Post with pixies..

Memories of CAT group 1 -2007 =)

Just a reminder..

the week after mock

• 29th-31st Oct
• Paper 10
  

3rd week,

• Paper 8
  
• 5th-7th Nov
  

Then the following week,

• Paper 7
• 12th - 14th Nov
  

PLS TAKE NOTE THAT

• PAPER 6 IS THIS WEEK
  
• 19th - 21st Nov

The final week

• Paper 9
• 26th - 28th Nov

Woohoo..

Exams over exams over..

Definitely better than the previous exam..
I guess??
At least Confident to have all pass this time..

But still lack of confident for the FINALS in December..
Doesn't seems like I'm ready for it yet..
Lots more to put into the head and commit into memory and understanding..

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What's next??
A week of holiday I suppose due to the postponed edc efc for T6..
But that is not suppose to put me to sleep or giving me excuses to fool around as it is the most crucial time and I wouldn't want to waste another 6 months of mine just to resit the papers..

Still..
Action speaks louder than words aite??
Hopefully I manage to control myself from computers and tvs and shoppings!!

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Amazed with those that finish the course in 2.5 years..
Really amazed..
Wonder how they managed their time and study..

Although got all 'pep-talks' from lecturer..
But it doesn't seem to work..
Either it doesn't suit me..
OR have not adapt it properly..
Argh!!

Another 2 papers to go..

Hrm..
Its the last day of class for T7 and T9..
Another 2 classes to attend and thats it..
The end of class sessions and completion of syllabus and so on..

A month for EDC n EFC classes..
Then exam..
After exam???
2 WEEKS of holiday..
That's really short isnt it??
I want longer holiday!!!!!!
But definitely not gonna get it due to this course..
ARGH!

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After a quick test today..
For T9 - tax..
There is still so much to study..
Even the earlier topics I have not mastered it well enough yet..
PLus..
Withholding Tax, Tax Administration, Service and Sales Tax..
And these are to be memorized in 3 days time..
Before the first day of MOCK..

Have not really studied for T8..
Mostly understanding??
But I'm so not capable of it yet..
Admire those that can score high for audit..

T7??
Studied till chapter 14 yesterday..
But I guess only 20% of it got into my memory chip..
and the 80% flushed down the drain?

T6..
Still need some revision going through the IASs n IFRSes..
And especially those theories.
Argh..
Computation ain't that hard I suppose??
Even though can't get full marks for those but at least it be much better than theory isn't it..

My checklist for these 3 days before exam..
And hopefully able to cover those..

PROCRASTINATE

yeahOh well..
When viewing me bloggie so so empty..
Maybe I should put something in here..

Mock is just a week..
Not exactly a week..
Make it 6 days and xxx hours..

Tax Quick test today..
Found it quite interesting..
Not to be happy of..
But finally I got to complete it in time..
And scored almost full marks for the 1st computation..
Just missed by half a mark.. XD

And it would be another TAX plus T7 quick test tomorrow..
Well..
For tax.. It would be sufficient enough if you read and understand..
But for T7..
I don't know why..
I just can't commit it into my head... compared to the other papers..
Now I would rank the papers from highest to lowest score I Forecast that I would achieve for MOCK..

1 - Tax ( probably )
2 - T6
3 - Audit
4 - T7

There may be a change in the rank later on but THESE are my forecast for now??
I need miracles for T7 and T8..
Argh..

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Still gonna mess around even though MOCK is around the corner..
And I ain't ready for it.
( I always say so don't I?? But really if I score.. That means I understood most of it already and I don't have to read it again and again for the FINALS isn't it??? XD )

Anyways..
This would be the last session of classes with our beloved lecturers..
Excludes the EDC EFC classes in NOVEMBER after the MOCK..

Hate this classes..
NOt as in.. I hate attending it or what ever it is..
Just that..
Its an indicator that the FINALS are just a month away..
And by that time..
Start panicking!!! (I knew I would.. But hopefully I don't have to cause those feelings would be sickening.. I bet it would.)


Kept saying will study will study..
But what turns out??
I kept procrastinating..
Hmm..
I love that word.. XD
Somehow because I know I always do.. Maybe thats the bad habit in me??
Or was it yours as well??

STOP PROCRASTINATING!!!!!!!!
That's what I always told myself not to..
But I kept repeating it..
ARGH~!!
When things doesn't work the way it should have..
Always find things to blame on..
This la that la..
Bad way of improving..
But it consoles us for not doing good due to some factors that WE thought it was..

Still..
Deep in our heart..
We know..
It was us that didn't put in enough effort..
Which produces such result..
So..
Who to blame??
BLAME OURSELVES!!!

Not gonna update me bloggie until end of the month!!
Studying for mock exam in one week time!
thks to those that drop by..

I'll get to you asap ya?

T8

Question 31-jones, roberts,williams and griffiths will be discussed in class on wed..

=P

Woohoo..

At last..
Malaysian and Moral studies Examination is OVER!!!

Its kinda shitty as I didn't study much..
Especially for Malaysian Studies because I don't haven the text!
And for Moral Studies..
Just don't have the mood to study..
Flip Flip Flip..
But don't know what is it about..
Maybe can recall some but not all..

IN the new testaments.. The ten commandments are suppressed into how many commandments??
How am I suppose to know?? Only Christians know..
Please tell me..
And this is not stated in the text.. And we are tested about it..
Oh my..

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Joined this facebook thingy..
Hard to understand how it works..
But my friends say its fun and its much better compared to friendster..

So many application..
Maybe they are right..
Once you got addicted..
Then that's it..
Gonna stick there and play around in it..

But not for me yet i think..
Just complicated for me now.
And need to focus more for studies first...

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Anxious for the results of PT2 next week!!
Ah... worried..
Hopefully every passed and moved on to ACCA together as a group!!
Don't want anyone to be left behind..

Buka Puasa

oh well..
Yesterday went for buka puasa buffet in Sun & Surf..
Located in the Sunway Resort Hotel..

Well.. Firstly when you reach there seeing so many people at the reception area looking for their place which they've booked to 'buka puasa'.

It is just so full...
Packed with people..
Famous for the 'buka puasa' buffet thingy that they offer eh??

Once we've found our place..
First thing.. Go grab what you want to eat and then leave it on the table..
Wouldn't wanna stuck in the queue when it is time to EAT!!
So guess what..
My dad and I both took 5 plates.. At once..
And waited for the eating time..

I love the chocolate..
Chocolate fountain!!!
Strawberries, peaches, and marshmallow covered with chocolate!!
Yum Yum... Fattening! ehhe.. but I stil love it!

BUt one comment..
It isn't that nice compared to last year..
The oyster isn't that fresh..
The sushi is so small!! ' KIam SIap'! =P
I see crabs last year but ain't this year..
MAybe its because when I am gettin the food..
Its finished??

Overall.. Its still fine..
JUST its not that FRESH!!
Quality worsen I suppose?
Or just maybe its only yesterday these problem arise??

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During the month of 'puasa'..
One could only eat during the period of after sunset til before sunrise..
So.. Technically.. One whom fast should be losing weight..
But these assumptions are wrong..
YOu don't eat during the day..

But when 'buka puasa',
you'll eat alot because you are hungry..
So it compensates for the hunger you had during the day..
So it wouldn't make any difference isn't it..

But in this case..
One who eat alot at a time compared to one who eats a few times in a day..
The one that eats a few times a day..
Isn't gaining that much weight compared to those that eat alot at a time..
No time for digestion!!

So..
To fast or not to fast??
I think I still just gonna stick with the fact I eat alot of times but in small proportion..
Which wouldn't make me gain weight that fast??

TOYOTA CLASSIC

What a day..
ONE whole friday..
And most of the time spent on MONOPOLY!!

Well..
I admit I'm no good in this..
Spend more n more..
Don't do trading..
Then in the end i lost..

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After a long time, have not gone to the basketball court to play or exercise..
Reach there to only know there is only one ball available for more than six~!
Well.. Not really disappointed though..

In the end, sat down by the side and chit chat with me pet sister,, QING
and dear too!
Seeing my old friends..
And those that I'm not close to..
Remember their face but not their name.. How sad..

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Ah! I saw this ad about the TOYOTA CLASSIC..
Its an orchestra performance..
So wanting to go for it..
But this year's schedule isn't giving me the time to watch it..
OH my!! I really love classic songs..
And enjoy attending all this kind of performance..
Those related to musics..
I'll try to be there!!

Was first influenced by MS. Shireen, my previous piano teacher..
The first time attending such event..
Never felt that good before..
Besides camping..
The song.. The orchestra..
It is so soothing and calms your mind..

What you can do is to rest yourself and let the music take you along the way..
I enjoyed it..
What about you??

Its actually a charity event to raise up funds for the the needy.
One you can enjoy the song,
Secondly, you contribute and do charity..
Two in one benefit..

Those that interested with musics..
Especially those classical ones.
I recommend you to attend the event..

DEAD

Oh my gosh..
Dead blog!!!

After a week..
Of pushing..
IN the way of burning midnight oil, pushing myself to the limit
DAYS before exam..

How come don't study in advance?
Now only want to suffer..
Not like everything YOU read now can get into your brain..
Ah! Maybe some.. If you are lucky enough to have those examined for what you could remember from what you studied last minute.

Maybe or PT one you still can survive doing so..
But in PT two..
Definitely.. ONE word for YOU...
FAIL!!!!

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Concentrating too much on revising for PT..
Malaysian Studies project being abandoned..
Supposingly.. Now should be the time for RESTING..
But it ended up that PROJECT to be done by today..
Before morning..
So that it can be printed and compiled by our friend... LAYZ..
And passed on to Ms. Neeta..

ONE day work..
NOt exactly one day.. considered as a few hours work to get it done..
This is human nature..
Never do it till the last minute..
When there is time.. We would be taking our own sweet time to do something..
But when there is a dateline to be met..
Especially its just around the corner..
Then only WE would get our ass up to do the work

BUt of course exception to our group right??
Poor us..
Need to get the report done and we got PT around the corner..
SO obviously PT is much more important..
But that doesn't mean that Malaysian Studies aren't important..
Cause without it, WE wouldn't be able to find work locally..
Sad isn't it...

But anyways..
Need to pass it..
Don't want to fail it and have to retake the paper again..

*frankly speaking.. What to study for malaysian studies?? I don't have the text, don't know what was she teaching in front of the class.. hopefully to be able to answer in common sense and pass the exam!!*

Need not be with flying colours..
Anyways.. Marks aren't revealed isn't it? Just an indication whether you pass or fail

NOt gonna be updating this two weeks due to the exam around the corner..
Need to study..
For those that drop by..
Thanks ya??

I cant believe it eh!

How come life is just so pathetic at times???
If you love your boyfriend / girlfriend,
Would you even wanna make worried about you??
Fuss about problems you made up out there..

What is the important thing in a relationship??
Its trust and there should not be any barriers between both sides..
Why wanna keep secrets between each other?
Since you are both together..
Then you should already open up the gate to share problems with one another..

Fine..
TO guys.. you may wanna keep your damn dignity for not disclosing your 'BAD' stuff..
Assume that it is something you doing behind the girl even though it is not when you don't wanna tell what's actually happening.. As girls think alot compare to girls.. Imaginative you know??

TO girls.. You may be afraid that he won't understand you or what so ever.. Or maybe embarass yourself.. as you are hiding from them about a insignificant matter which they might even laugh at you for being silly to keep that from them when they found out in the end..

But have you ever thought of..
Keeping a secret from the other may hurt the person even more when they found out themselve if it is a significant problem??
You got together with the girl or guy is because you love them don't you??
Wouldn't wan to make them wonder around what is actually happening and maybe it would turn up worst than you ever thought it would be..

This is a real case story ok.. and I am so really pissed with the GUY

This boyfriend is like owing huge lump sum of money out there..
Then this girlfriend would of course worry about her boyfriend isn't it.?
So she would try her very best to help him...
Even though she may even use up all her savings all these years and having the concern that she wouldn't be able to recover the money in short term..
But this GUY should be or even have felt his girlfriend's love and care for him to even change into a new leaf!!!!

What happen in the end is, the sum is getting to a really huge sum of money..
And this faithful girlfriend of his would be looking around and trying to collect as much money as she could to help her boyfriend in settling the debts..
Having to stay in fear.. Well.. sort of fear that her parents would notice about the cash movements in her accounts where from a RM xxxx to RM0!!

Oh what the heck.. The worst of all is this GUY have not learnt his lessons..
Loan due dates one after another..
Interest on loan increasing every day..
Don't even think that his wages barely could even finance the daily interest!!!
And this GIRL even had to lie to the GUY that its borrowed from her friends..
If you know that you have to repay loan amount..
Then start working or find ways to generate income!!
Obviously those legal wan la..
Only want to start looking for money when the due date is just around the corner??
Complaining to your boyfriend / girlfriend about your financial problem..
Then you would get your money??

What you think?
Money drop down from the sky??
Both of you were only youngsters.. Students..
Where the heck you wan your boyfriend / girlfriend to dig up money for you to pay your loan??
If your the other half is a rich guy or girl then I have nothing to say..
But what if he / she is just from a moderate family??

Think a moment ..
Would you even wanna trouble your boyofriend / girlfriend when you are in trouble??
As in TROUBLE..
You can't treat them as if they are atm machines or what ever you could think of treating..
They are also humans alright?? They have feelings too!!
Never go to far with your actions..
Never ever.. This will definitely ruin your relationship..

Really hope that GUY change after he settle his problem..
Change as in a new leaf..
Not causing troubles out there..
And to love and appreciate the GIRL more..

heppy birthday WEI JIE

Heppy Burfday Wei Jie!!!

Am I the first to wish yesterday?? Maybe not..
But hopefully I wasn't disturbing you yesterday..
Its early early in the morning..

Woke someone up tuesday morning and mistaken their birthday..
That is just so embarassing!!
But anyways.. Its an early wish in case I forgot to wish them when the real day comes??

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Was just trying to finish my tax and audit homework till I lost track of time...
When I started it was nine..
And when I was feeling tired and exhausted and its already almost 1 a.m. when I peek out to the hanging clock in the living room..
I was like oh my goodness... That's just so NOT ME!!
Maybe the pressure that has been put on me that's why I'm pushing myself to the limit to finish it up as It may be due today..
Fortunately it is not.. In the beginning...

After that we asked another groupmate whom corroborated with the fact it is not due today..
Therefore during the four hour break after taxation..
We scan through the questions..
In the end, it is still like yesterday..
Staring the question, and the question stares back at ya..
Ouch!!! That's really stress.. Very Very STRESS..

Woops!!!
Text MsJ the wrong tutorial..
Just realised about it in class when we were asking around about the audit homework..

I was like oh my gosh..
Why didn't she reply me?
Maybe she just got pissed off again cause I ask her the wrong stuff..
Plus.. Maybe she would be thinking that I have not been doing her homework!!
NO wonder no reply.. Now I know.. =)
Wouldnt want to mention it later on..
Just wish that she don't call up my name tomorrow in class that's all!!

OH my gosh..
Hopefully she forgots about it.. =)
I finish my homework that is due last week and so on..

But for tomorrow's..
There is still a little bit more to go..
As I do not know what and how to write..
Need tat art of writing!!! DESPERATELY!!!!

you wouldn't be reading the title anyways..

Passed my paper eight..
Audit with 51 marks..
OKay la..

With the highest... 58 marks..
OKay la..
But need to put in more effort for the coming pt which is 3 weeks away from now..

Hopefully get through and get a better mark...
Wouldn't want to be barred from taking the exam!!
That would be so sad case huh..

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Well.. I assume this to be weird..
AS in..
So what if you or him or her or whoever it is that got the highest mark??
Don't have to like spread the news or like..
Everyone is talking about your marks??
Sorry if I offended la but then stil..

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Don't remember how long I left this as draft.. maybe a week already..
But anyways..
Glad that Miss J is back..
Worried that she'll be so angry with us for long..
Really need the extra classes to cover all the chapters..
As well as the tutorials..

Its true that I don't have the guts to go and talk to her..
Scary ma..
Later stun in front of her..
That's even worst right??
TO me..

Thanks to the lazy me..
Homeworks are now all pilled up..
How I'm suppose to finish all up by tomorrow??
IShX!!!

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I wonder why..
If a person found a phone..
What would be the first thing that cross your mind??
Take the phone?? Return it to the rightful owner??

Secondly.. If someone called up the phone you found..
Obviuosly pick up the call wouldn't you??
IF you have the bad intention in you to keep the phone..
Then its another story..

When that person call up..
Obviously its urgent isn't it..
Yeah.. Thanks for not keeping it for yourself..
But please la.. Dont wanna pick up the call at least message back la..
Use the phone and message back if you don't wanna waste your credit..
Use it for the right thing..

You wonder la..
30 over miss calls..
Don't tell me you don't even feel it right??

Its not wrong to keep miss calling because the owner would be so worried about it right??
At least send a message to comfort the owner wouldn't you??
Think back if you were i the owner's shoes..
How would you feel??

Tomorrow

woah..
homeworks to be done..
Homeworks due by tomorrow.. Audit..
Results for audit will be released tomorrow morning..
First session of the class..
Wonder how would we be grilled in the class..

Anxious to know how much I got for it..
At least a pass would do!!

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Malaysian studies assignment in 2 weeks time..
I can't seem to be able to find the paper!!
Oh my gosh...
Help!!!!

Template!!

Changed my template!!
Love it!!
Thanks dear for helping me with it!!

Happy merdeka day guys..
Wrong timing to wish..
But still..
Its still before 12 right?


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Argh!!
There is still Moral Education class tomorrow!
And its early in the morning..
Oh my gosh!!

Since the others are going..
Therefore I shall not be lazy and should get myself up tomorrow and attend the class although it is just presentation..
Give support right??

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Oh my..
Today I saw a 'man'..
Wearing like a lady..
Sat beside me..
At first glance I thought 'he' was a 'she'..

After awhile later..
'His' phone rang..
Ah! And that is of course when ' he ' speaks up..
A rough voice!!!
Oh my goodness!! I just stared at ' him ' awhile..
Well.. Not really obvious I guess??
Since the phone volume was so loud..
Annoyed at first then disgusted later on..

Sorry and no offense la..
He have the right to be anyone he wanted to..
But I just can't accept it la..

God created you for a reason..
You may not find the reason now..
But you will later on..
Sooner or later you would..

Lastly..
Be happy of you are..
NOT because others look down on you..
Then you wanna change to something that would please them..

Definitely changing who you are..
As in a man to woman or vice versa is just too much..
Just too much..

GloomY

Looks like I'm really gonna miss the merdeka countdown this year AGAIN!

Argh.. Well.. For the first time my mum actually allowed me to go for countdown which she always change her mind the day before that or just start her nag session for a few days..

But what to do?? Not that don't wanna go.. Its that don't have the transport and so on..
Financial problem as well.. Sad Sad..
Spend the day with studying I suppose..
Since there are loads of homeworks to be done which are due by next week..

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Oh my gosh!
I saw this gal.. ON monday..
Whom seems so familiar.. From the top to the bottom..
So I sort of like wave at her..
But there is no reaction from her..
During that moment I was like.. OH my.. So 'malu'
Hopefully no one really see that~!!

But she just seem so familiar!!!
Wanted to go and say hi or so on..
But was a bit worried that I recognize the wrong person..
And that would be so embarrassing isn't it??

And until today only I know that she is actually my friend whom I know from the secondary school that I thought she was..
So shy.. =)

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Today must be the most depressing day for our class paper nine lecturer..
She is so disappointed with the results for progress test..
More than 10 of them failed in paper nine.. Less than 20..
They would be sitting right under her nose and to be given special attention in class...
First 2 row of seats will be reserved for them..

Wasn't really getting high in this paper..
Due to some technical problem by the marker!!
Oh my gosh!! She missed totally the whole question!!
Ish! Therefore I went and told the lecturer about it..
And in the end I was being blamed for using such a FAINT colour pen..
Oh my gosh... If it is really that FAINT then see can mark the others??

Not like I didn't put the [P.T.O] mark at the bottom of the paper isn't it??
And that causes me 10++ marks.. which is from a C grade to a B grade!!
Sigh!! That is just so..
Fine.. Never mind.. At least it is not a critical error where from pass into fail.. Or not I'll really be so pissed off with the marker..

Its just unfair isn't it?
But fine then.. Its just progress test isn't it??
Just make sure I do better and RISE to her expectation..
AND use a DARKER pen and write the SYMBOL BIG BIG~!!

CRAPIEZ

Merdeka is just a few days away..
Well.. actually its 2 days..

Wanna go out for countdown tomorrow!!
But the problem is now I DONT HAVE TRANSPORT..
ARgh!
Just wanna spend a night out.. and also to celebrate merdeka countdown outside of my house..
NOT with parents obviously..
NO kidding.. ITS gonna be my FIRST!!

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Well..
In the BEGINNING... Thought that I would be able to get some rest and focus entirely on studying.. I meant only read and sort of understand the syllabus covered by the lecturers until tomorrow..
But it ends up where there are tons of homework to be done!
NOT to mention tax and audit..

Its a good thing in such a way where I cant enjoy the holiday and focusing only on the text and notes.
Without understanding the topics .. ITs so hard to even try to make a draft for the homework given..
( If only I have really put much more effort in the beginning! )

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Feeling so bored and tired right now in the library lab..
NOt sure of what to be post..
MAybe there wouldn't be a reader reading my post..
AS to its just too boring..

My post would be just a decoration to fill up my empty blog space..
Filled with crapz

SUNDAYs

BORING Sunday..
Got up at about 11 something today..
Wanna get a full rest today..
But sleep too much gives me headache I guess..

So many days..
Even though I have only slept 3 -4 hours..
Well.. Certain days of last week..
The next morning I'm awake..
Just feeling sleepy the whole time.. Especially during class..
But when it comes to break time..
Got energized and it comes back when I am back into the class..
Argh.. Feeling so sick.. Headache.. I thought I was having fever..
But luckily I'm not cause I wouldn't want to eat medicine.. Yuck!

That's all for now..
Nothing much to update today..

EMO EMO EMO...

Yesterday went for barbecue party..
In Irene's house..

Well..
Thank Wei Jie for taking the trouble to organize..
Thanks to Irene for hosting the barbecue over at her house..
Thanks to Edgar for buying the rest of the stuff needed..
Thanks to Jessica for the chickens she marinated..

Unfortunately..
Cash has not been managed properly therefore..
There has been a shortage of cash to pay back to those whom has paid in advance for the materials they bought to make the party happen..
Don't know which IDIOTS have not paid..
But how could that be..
Must be masuk pocket already wan la..
Maybe accidentally??
Plus every one is charged lower than what they are suppose to..

The lesson is..
Make the proper budget and calculation!!
Don't wait till last minute..
Make one person accountable for the money collection!!
Then list down the names..
Well.. May not know how many people is attending the party..
But do make a list of cost..
And start counting once everyone has arrived..

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Actually it isn't fair for those who chip in for the shortage of money or what so ever that occurs in the process for doing something..
1. Not everyone chip in..

2. For those whom leave early or not around when the calculation of money is involved..
Don't even give a damn about it..
Its so unfair OK??

3. If chip in.. Then everyone should chip in.. Not only one or two person..

4. The person whom paid out in the beginning to buy the raw foods for barbecue may have to
make a loss.. What's the point of having a gathering or what ever party it is if the people
attending it isn't responsible?

5. Want to eat for free?? That's so impossible.. We're all still students.. Still studying.. You
yourself want to save money.. Then its already told that everyone have to pay.. If you are
so 'kiam siap' then don't join la.
Giving people the impression that even their own friends are not trustworthy enough..
Can't pay for the food they eat..

6. Don't JOIN a party if YOU don't want to pay..
Its really sick when found out who didn't pay for their part..
Won't you feel embarrassed about it??
Its your friends.. And You doing so..

7. Your friends sacrificed their time to prepare and to ensure that the party goes on..
And YOU this fellow..
Turn the whole atmosphere down..
Should be enjoying and having fun..
And the shortage of money makes everyone moody and thinking of why is there such a
shortage happening..
And YOU just wipe your damn ass and act like nothing happens..

I would not want to have a friend whom is acting so..
That is so not nice..
NO matter whether YOU are a new friend or what so ever..
YOU still have to pay for what ever you have to pay..
Don't tell me you go out and eat..
When people don't see you then you would just walk away as if its nothing big and its right to do so??
Let the others to think of a way to pay for you..
That's so annoying..

TO who ever that is doing so..
And I know about it..
You disappoints me.. Really a lot.. Especially my friends.. Whom I know..
No matter knowing you for a very short or long period..
YOU are an embarrassment to me..
Sorry to say that and it may even hurt you..
I believe.. Even when YOU yourself when you confronted this type of matter..
YOU would not feel happy as well..

LAN

Skipped my Malaysian Studies yesterday..
Lazy!! =P
But I shall go next week since there would be a presentation by our group..

Ah.. Its so tiring!!!
Two LAN in 1 semester is really tough..
Unlucky then you shall have one presentation after another..

Moral presentation would be this Saturday and Malaysian Studies would be next week Thursday!
Oh my.. Really rushing rushing.. This is stress!!

That fellow that say take all this semester one..
I felt like strangling him.. But anyways.. Paid already then go lor..
Didn't know it would be this bad man..

Another problem if take next semester would be..
I'll be alone isn't it??
That would be worst? Or maybe better? Don't want to take the risk..
Therefore got a sort of scolding from my boyfriend of why want to pack all up together and then complain..
Therefore.. No more complaints.. Just do it.. Maybe a bit sigh here and there..
Can't make up the time to spend together as I have to use most of the time to do my presentation..

Wish me luck man for tomorrow for the presentation..
Don't know how I'm gonna survive through the day..
3rd group to present..
So.. Would hope that I could just finish it nicely and steady..
Without embarassing myself of course..

OH my

A girl and a guy..

Lets say..
The guy have a very ugly handwriting..
Well.. Not really bad unless he really control himself and write nicely??

As usual right??
Guys tend to just simply write and just go on with it..
NO matter whether is it nice or not nice..
Its the GIRLS that gonna be worrying about this matter..

Okay.. Back to the main one..
So this girl sort of complain to this guy about his handwriting..
Among all the HANDWRITING he use..
Cursive handwriting of his is the best..
And therefore.. You should know what this guy do right??
Change his handwriting to cursive la of course...

Once she told him that the cursive handwriting looks better..
The guy straight change..
At first this girl didn't know about it..
Until me and another friend of mine told her about it..
She was like.. You sure??

Of course we are sure girl..
We are very observant one..
What are friends for??
Look out for each other right??
But wasn't thinking of noticing this actually..
But its just OBVIOUS to us..
Sorry girl.. Can't help it..

What was playing in the my friend's and my mind was..
Is he interested with the girl??
He sort of mentioned her almost every time.. I think??
Maybe because we are always together when he is around?
( We as in we girls not including the guy ah! )
That's why he mentioned his name?? I dunno.. But we will never know right??
Spying on her?? LoLx..

This guy was like..
Know everything about her.. Know what she do and this and that..
Even she herself was shocked about it sometimes..
Sop.. Got big possibilities he put a spy camera on her...
Or even hire a private investigator to check on her??
Well.. Follow her and report to him what is she doing??
Think about it also freak me out..
Even my boyfriend don't do that on me...

So.. WE'll continue to see what is this guy's next move..
See what is he gonna do next and her reaction to it..
Evil eh?? But.. friends ma..
Worry for her what.. Need to help her to see from her back right??
Later anything happen then how??
If she interested then of course try to don't so worry about it..
But.. Don't think she likes him??
Maybe will in the future.. But not now..
Therefore need to take care of her one right??

Yoohoo!!!
Passed the exam!!
Unexpected marks though.. especially paper 5!! XD

WHAT????

What the heck..
Its going to be 7 p.m. soon!!
And the results are still not yet in my inbox!!!

Hotmail...
Im really gonna hate you for this..
Why are you so slow in despatching the results??

Second! The Acca portal..
Of all times..
Why maintenance at this hour???

Really getting on my nerves already!!!

Shyt!!

oh what the heck??

Results using hotmail account really slow eh..
Those using gmail got their results eariler then the others..
Why don't brother kelvin tell me about it...
Since he already experienced it before..
That's so bad of him..
( don la get offended k bro kelvin?? but its true isn't it?? NO take care your lil sister here)

Heard from brother Kelvin that he waited until evening for his results through hotmail..
Oh my.. Then what's the point of register for receiving results online???
Where you can see your results on the website by then??

So anxious waiting for my results!!!
My friend - LW- got her results and it really give me a knock on my head..
90 ++ and 80++ and shocked me the most is.. paper five she got 93!!!!!
She is so GENG!!!!

Didnt disappoint us as her friend.. =)
YOU make me proud girl!!

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How am I gonna concentrate in the class??/
Sigh..
Wondering what I am getting for my papers..
Wanna clear but worried as well..
siGH!!!!
help me!! HOTMAIL get your server moving!!!
Get my results send to my inbox NOW!!!!

UNDERstand

I'm so darn bored..
Don't know what to do..
Slept at about 12 last night..
And woke up at 10 something in the morning today..
Thought I would be sleeping much longer because I have not had a good night last week due to the exam stress..

Woke up today..
1st thing in my mind was to message somebody..
One message after an0ther was sent out..
But there was no reply to it..
Wondering why isn't there a reply'??
Maybe its because of my phone??
Well.. Sometimes it is really my phone having that problem..
But then..
Other messages to the others able to be sent out.. Just to that particular one..
I wonder why...

Fine..
Never mind.. Maybe no line??
Call also cannot go through.. Should be no line??
I hope?? Not that purposely off the phone.. I try not to think of that..
But due to all the messages that i sent out and its all pending..
Then that thought of trying to ignore me is there in my head..

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Sometimes..
Its not that we, people don't want to understand something..
Its just that whether you want to take the initiative to understand it or not..
Not only it needs commitment from one person..
But as well as the other partner..
Without the commitment from both.. Nothing could be worked out..
Really nothing..

It would be better if it works out.. Happy go lucky..
And when it doesn't work out..
Don't blame one another..
As each of you makes mistakes..
Either an obvious mistake or it isn't..
Humans make mistakes..
And most important of all is to help one another to understand each other more..
As one could not understand the other without the other's help..

Learning is a life process..
We would never stop learning while we are alive on this planet..
One may not realize when they confront a problem..
But from everything you do..
You learn something from it..
It may not be significant..
But it may bring a big impact on you sooner or later in your life..
As long as you are still breathing..
YOU won't stop learning..

Crapz

Posting from coll's CLC..

Well..
After the moral education class..
Got a bit bored plus waiting for my dear to reach college to meet up.
Went to the CLC to just check up the blog as well as log into messenger to see who's on..

Sitting here..
really cold eh..
I wonder why they switched it on until so cold??
My hands really trembling over here and typing those words from the keyboard is really hard..

Results coming out soon~!!
And its on Monday..
Wonder what would the result??
Clear all??
Or fail a paper or two or all???
AH!!!! This feeling is so terrible eh
Surely cannot concentrate for Audit class on Monday morning..
Would be dreaming the whole session..

Lab gonna be closed soon..
Don't know when..
Therefore.. I guess I shall just stop here for now.
Maybe will continue later..
If.. I manage to get online again..

Something I felt

Boring...
Dunno Wat to do NEH..
In the computer lab dunno doing what eh..

Look at the screen..
Wanna blog but there is nothing to blog about..
Anyways..
Its not interesting enough..
So what's the point of blogging it I suppose??

Check the messenger..
Don't know who to talk with..
Maybe have not seen them for sometime..
NO topic??
Lack of communication already lo..
That's one bad thing about everything in life..
Where humans tend to forget about the past..
Where the memories they had together and so on..

And because that lack of communication..
The gap between each other..
Whom has once been close to you became an unknown new person..
To come back to the old times..
Takes time..
And now.. everyone is busy with their own things..
Neglecting the most important thing..
Which is FRIENDS..

One could not survive in this world alone..
Maybe some can..
But that's the minority.. Isn't it??
The majority is.. you need friends..

Why you need friends?
To take care of your back for you..
You would never know what can they do for you where you should be grateful to have them as your friend..
Friend helps each other..
Care for each other..
Isn't that what friends should AND WILL DO??

Sometimes.. WE may be selfish...
But when a friend is in despair..
Would you just stand there and see them feeling lost??
Or would you lend a helping hand out and try to help them??
Maybe you couldn't help much..
But by being there with them..
Showing your concern.. Obviously a sincere one right?? Not the darn fake one!!
IT would be just enough to make them feel at home..

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Posting this up cause ME myself felt like I'm one of them..
Contacts with old friends are really getting lesser and lesser..
Meet up also dunno what to talk about..
Could just smile.. And start off with studies question..
Lame i know.But I just dunno why its like tat..
Use to talk a lot..
But now..
Really quiet.. That's what some of my friends say..
That's it for now.. nothing much to talk about already..

empty

Yeah!!

Finally exams over!
Guess what.. I didn't study for tax paper..
I wonder how I'm doing in that paper..
But.. I guess it is still so much better compared to audit..

Still manage to do the paper..
Clean?? definitely not failing tax... I hope..
Unless I do stupid mistakes..
Hopefully I don't =)

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Okay... Went and watch Ratatouille..
If I didn't spell it wrongly..
Cute show.. Rats and Dogs..
NO CATS!!
I wonder why...

But definitely I wouldn't want to eat food prepared by rats.
No matter what..

But still...
Its a nice show!!
Recommended!!

Should be watching Rush Hour 3...
But then.. Change plan to Ratatouille..
Wasn't a bad idea of watching it though.
Thanks Ed..
Good choice.. =)

!!!

What the heck!!!

Suppose to be a nice day to spend..
But then.. Something happen..
Something really bad happened to me and my family..

Big Disaster..
Never thought it would happen..
But unfortunately it really happened to me..

But really hope it is a one off then that's it..
No more..

-another untitled-

yay.. finally got my photos submitted to the academy for the license..
Ish.. already postponed for about a month already??
I should be able to take my P test by now..
Stupid Centre..
Don't wanna mention their name..
Kinda sensitive isn't it??
But their service really really bad le..

But what to do??
Want to get license then just bear with it..
Lucky its just the receptionist..
Or not. I'll really be stressed up already..
Really felt like bombarding the receptionist..
But pity her also la.
She also working only right??
Human makes mistakes..
Forgive forgive forgive..

Didn't know that the Office were just down the block from where my mum's friend's house..
Oh mi gosh..
Until yesterday when they were talking about the Centre and her boyfriend going to get the dunno what TTDL or something like tat..
And she mentioned about the office..
Thank god I was around that time..
And so..
She could send in the photo for me..
Its kinda hard for me to go take lessons..
Due to the stress level and the difficulty level of the papers after the progress test..
I hope I still able to spend some time for it??

Even my piano classes I have to cancel off for this year..
Just because of the course I took up..
Sigh.. Its really a waste when I thought through it..
Bought a new piano and then I stopped my piano classes.. Ish..
The new piano not really new already oh??
Its about.. 5 months old???
IF I'm not mistaken.. Getting forgetful nowadays.. Zzz
Hold on.. Maybe its not this year.. ITS LAST year??
Whatever it is la.. Crapping already..

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Managed to study until chapter 9 of paper 7..
But I'm not sure whether i really do understand what I'm reading..
The ability to recall and apply and do the question is the most important thing..
And that is the thing I'm worried of that I'm being able to do so..
Even with the tips..
The notes are everywhere..
Well.. Some questions given need to search in the text book..
Or the net.. According to the lecturer..
Lazy la right??
Just want the answers pop right in front of me now..
So I don't have to search around for it and I can save up the time reading so much..

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Sorry for crapping so much today..
A Lot of craps..
And I felt like posting it up..
Post all the craps up and when it comes to tomorrow or whenever it is..
I'll be out of ideas and things to post about already..
Hope you wont get bored of reading my posts..
Really craps..

-Dunno what to put as title-

Sorry!!
Not around for a few days already..
Was preparing for Progress Test this week..

Paper6.. Drafting Financial Statements..
Well.. What can I say about this paper??
I guess it is still ok??

Predicted the whole theory part..
But then...
Cant recall most of it..
Especially the standard setting process..
I missed out so much points..
Should have done the stages way..
But then i used the other way of due process where they dumped everything in..
And I just remembered that there is still some points i missed out..
Plus the important asterisk points!!!

For the calculation question..
Partnership account..
Oh my..
I don't know how to count the profit sharing ratio!!!
I was like what the heck is that??
Forgot how to count it though..
So just dump in a few numbers..
Which I think its right???

If that is wrong.
I guess my marks will totally drop..
Flush down the drain I suppose..

Kinda grateful she gave 2 theory also..
Where I got study..
And roughly remember...
But too much theory also not good..
Just want computations..
But not those like what is questioned in this paper..

Next paper.. Paper 7..
Tomorrow!! Confident for this paper would be lower compared to Paper 6 but much more compared to Paper 8..
Hopefully what I studied is coming out..
Cause its so much..
And.. I cant finish studying..
PLus I don't understand certain topics..
Graphs.. Time series, regression..
Oh my... That's the worst..

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The nearer the PT is..
The more lazy I become..
I need a change... But I just cant change it..
But to study early... Not motivated to do so..
Ah.. terrible.. College life wasn't that easy after all..
PLus this course is already killing me softly with the words..
Erm...
What am I trying to say?? Crapping in the middle of no where already..

Nothing to continue for now..

PT

Progress Test just around the corner..
Need to really start studying..
But then..
Cant really get started..

Part of worrying for PT..
The P3, P4, and P5 results are coming out in 2 weeks time..
Wonder what I'm getting for the papers..
Don't wanna FAIL one paper..
And den gonna be deferred for half a year..
Wonder what we gonna do for half a year if really deferred man..

I wanna know how I'm going to survive for this paper..
Don't know whether can I even get through and clear off CAT and advance to ACCA part 2..

Bad Day..

so so so Bad Luck eh yesterday..
Walk half way to the train station..
Then my sandal spoil..
Kinda lucky also that PARADE actually opened as in the doors..
But the shops in there isn't!!
I was like oh mi gosh..
How am I suppose to walk about with my sandals like that..

That stall saved me though..
Ten Bucks slipper..
ehhe.. well.. its kinda nice..
Better then nothing right??
Don't want to be late to catch the train!!

Feeling kinda uneasy to walk about with slippers.
Somemore its a distance walk from parade to the train staion isn't it..
But it wasn't that bad compared to where i may be reaching the station already and my sandals just went gone case over there right??
So.. its stil considered BAD la as a conclusion for overall situation..

After I'm back home..
After a tiring day studying and feeling half sick..
Thought of having dinner and then go for a short nap and continue doing my homework..
But it doesn't seem to work that way afterall for yesterday..

Arguments..
Shouting to one another..
Tiring!! Sickening!! Stress!!
Not like I like to shout and argue..
But the fact is something is not right there..
And since the soft and good mannered way doesn't seem to work..
There goes the hard way..
Feeling so sad for going through that moment yesterday..
Really sad..
Don't wanna go through it anymore I hope..
Terrible..
*Sob sob*

GROUPS?

Talking about being in a group..
Ms Joyce just mentioned about us being in groups and cliques..
All of us. Well.. more accurately.. most of us.. Sat with our own cliques and groups..
As in.. Group 4 then the whole row would be all students from group 4..
And Group 1 students would be all Group 1 students and so on..

It may not seem like a good thing..
But being in a big group is harder to communicate with each other I suppose??
May not be everyone you would know and want to know??
Even in our small 'Lil group.. There is cliques in it.. So what can you expect from a large group comprising of 80 ++ students??
Its hard isn't it??
So.. It is just matter of time for everyone to suit up in the environment??

That's human isn't it?
Even to have the bond between the group members.. The small group..
Needs about 6 months plus..
So what to say about a big group comprising 80 plus students??
Well.. Inside the group there may be some of them that they knew each other since before joining the course or during the course from friends before this..
So. Cant say much about that..

Adults are harder to work with each other compared to when we were young in secondary school..
That's the fact and no one could change that..
ACCORDING TO ME!!

Whoever that read this,
That may not be agreeing with me about this..
Then I'm sorry.. Nothing that I can say about it..

Community Service

Yesterday went for community service..
Its situated somewhere in Shah Alam..
Just remembered its Jalan Kelawar..

Well..
6 cars.. Yeap..
6 CARS for one trip..
Hard to co-ordinate with one another.. I think..
Only 1 car knows where and how to get there..
And 5 cars tailing that car.. 5 FOLLOWERS eh..

Its not a really organized trip..
Sorry to say that.. But that's how I think it is..
But anyways..
Managed to get there after stuck in the car for about an hour plus..
Due to some lack of communication here and there..
Plus a heart attack!!

Maybe not heart attack..
Just shocked for that moment..
When we heard that one of the cars skidded and facing the flow of traffic..
Turned twiced and the face the flow..
Those that saw that happened really got shocked..
Those in the car.. Heart attack I suppose??
What would you feel when you're in a car that skidded and turn 2 rounds at a 180 degree turn??
Luckily no one got hurt..

Got cake, KFC, soft drinks, and jelly prepared by EilEEn.. Home made!!
2 party packs, souvenirs, toys for each kid..
Yum Yum?? Guess what.. Its a 3 KG chocolate cake!!
And in such a coincident that some one's birthday falls on that day..
William(one of the kids there) - Birthday Boy..

We had Chicken Dance for our ice breaker..
But it happens that.. No one really dance that chicky dance..
All shy shy neh..
Maybe the atmosphere there just seems odd..
Weird I suppose..
That's sad..
But enjoyed our time there..

Later on. We had this game - Spider web ( a.k.a human knot )
Splited into 3 groups..
Woah.. And the group I'm in won!
Steady and fast..
Before even the game started.. The members was so excited to start and had to stop us when we're in the middle of solving the knot.. =) TEAM WORK!!

The service ended about 5.30 pm..
Because the kids need to do their homework and so on..
Don't wanna take up their time from doing so..
In the beginning, I thought we would have to teach them or help them in their homework..
But in the end, nothing is mentioned about it..

That's all I could say about the service..
About the environment there..
Well.. Its really stuffy there..
Maybe its because there is so many people..
Bad ventilation I guess??
Fans and air conditioner just at the front portion of the house..
And we have to conduct the game and so at the other portion of the house where there is no fans..
The windows and doors are not opened!!
OH mi gosh.. I was like..
Can someone open it?? Don't you feel warm and sweaty in there??

But after all.. Im glad its over..
Not just because it is just to finish up the assignment..
BUt to have a group outing.. considered as one isn't it?
Maybe we are still not that close to each other after knowing for more than half a year?
Being in the same class??
But I think.. After this.. The friendship bond between all of us should be more closer and tighter??

Tomorrow..

Will be going for community service tomorrow!!!
Excited yet worried..
Wonder how will it be tomorrow..

Goes as planned??
Enjoy ourselves??
Be a KID once more.. =)

Hopefully everything goes well tomorrow!!!
I hope!

audit? pass???

Gonna be stressed out this 2 weeks..
PT 1 comin soon..
NOt yet prepared for it.. Well. this one I should blame myself for being lazy?

1st Audit class with Ms J..
Kinda nice though..
Able to catch what she is trying to say today..
But Jason say maybe its for today only..
So.. we shall see on friday??

We need to learn 10 chapters..
According to the Kaplan textbook..
But from her notes..
It would be 8 lectures.. which means approximately 95 pages to read in 2 weeks time..
3 more lectures to attend then its PT 1!!

Most probably we'll fail..
But at least here we can learn something..
Reading and memorizing her notes wouldn't help to get a pass ( according to her )
It would oni guarantee about 25 %.. ( OMG!! how to pass wit 25%??? )
The other 15%.. Its up to our ability to apply what we understand to the situation given..
That's tough..

Help!!
Need super memory power for this..
Worst then paper 5..
Fully theory! =(
But then.. will try my very best to clear this paper..
And with the previous 3 papers... All clear..
That would be satisfying!!
Don't have to get M'sian or World Prize..
As long as it is a pas..
Manage to clear the paper..
I would be so glad for not having the need to stay back for another 6 months before continuing the course..

TAGGED!!

Tagged by Jason!!

1. What was the last thing you did that you pleased your parents?
Keep the house tidy as they went out yesterday..

2. Do you keep long nails?
I wanted too.. But SOMEONE not leting me to do so

3. What makes you start blogging?
Just for the fun of it...

4. Blog hopping is good or bad?
NO idea

5. How long you take to bath?
minimum of 20 min.. may even take longer depends..

6. Whose blog you viewed before doing this tag?
Adeline's blog

7. What motivates you to go out for the outdoors the most?
When I just wanna get out of the house!

8. How long is your average SMS length?
average?? hrm.. 100??

9. What you use your email for?
To send some mails to frens whom I cant contact wit HP?
Receives mails le..

10. What is your favourite snack?
CHOCOLATES!!! any brand would do.. just dun get me those bitter bitter ones..

11. What movie that you think that is worth for your money this year?
Transformers!!

12. What would you look for when you wake up early in the morning?
Look for my handphone to check for any messages..
and to check whether am I late so I can lay down on my bed for a little while more..

I tag......
Wei Jie
Adeline
Sara
Wern Ching
Irene

Cheating

Not trying to cheat one another..
But to solve one thing behind the other one..
Finding up something to cover so it would hurt both parties..
But in the end it turn out to be disaster..

Never thought it would be this bad.
Thought it would be over by then..
It just doesn't work that way.
It ended up so TERRIBLE.

Trying to solve something behind someone..
It would not be as easy as we thought it would be..
Maybe we would thought that it is the easier way by not hurting that someone..
But who knows?? IT would turn out worst then what you expected..
Much more worst..

Lying is bad.
But for it is for something good then it could be forgiven..
But if its for other motives then it should not be forgiven..

Why would someone to be so stupid to lie on someone they love just for fun??
Unless you weren't serious with them..
Playing around with their feelings and so on??
Sometimes lied to protect the ones they love..
Wouldn't want them to get hurt cause knowing they would be sad and unhappy when they got to know about it..

Being in a relationship..
Both partners need to trust each other..
And if there isn't any..
Then the relationship would be not as solid as you wanted it to be..

In a relationship..
There would be sweet and sour time being together..
And that's the process each couple would be experiencing it..
Without all these experiences..
The bond between the two person wouldn't be as strong compared to those whom goes through sweet and sour moments together..
Yes.. It could be hard for now..
But when time goes on..
You'll appreciate each other more..
Don't you agree with that?

Me CrapZ

Today is WHITE DAY for my group...
Everyone to be in white..
Supposingly.. But somehow..
Still there is 2 of the Group 4 students wore red and 1 black..
AikZ. not nice d lor.

Dunno why.. somehow.. Almost everyone in Group 1 wore white.. ALmost..
Stil got colourful t shirt, blouse and so on around..
Surprising.. MR Jay wore White too!!
Maybe Kevin contacted him and asked him to wear white too??

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Today Mr J extended our time for p7 AGAIN!!
But luckily SOMEONE.. dunno which someone..
Texted Ms. J about the extended time.. and therefore she gave us another extra 15 min..
Which means.. our class supposingly starts at 11.30 but because of the extended time we would be starting the class at 11.45

Got our AUDIT notes FINALLY!!
Finally there is something to refer and studied compared to Mr. Y
I dunno how the others gonna survive in the AUDIT in Mr Y's lectures..
Not as in survive in his class..
But to survive in the Progress Test or the Major EXAm..

Group 4 would be splited into 2 groups within..
The guys would be attending Mr. Y's class and
As for the gals.. would be attending MS. J's class..
What a waste.. Guys and Gals to be separated.
Even though I'm not close to the others in the group..
But somehow.. ( I dunno how to express what I wana say )

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quickie postie

hrm.. Ms E - programme assistant for the course I am attending..
said that the timetable for the new p8 session should be sorted out by yesterdat..
But then.. somehow..
Its not out!
And lastly, today when Ms. J - paper 9 lecturer came in..
She lectured about to consider properly which lecture class we would want to join..
No more admissions or draw out of the class..
She even mentioned about the stress that we may face for having her for both our audit and tax paper..
Homework, exercises, to be done in time..
Scary! but anyways.. better to be in her class den Mr Y's class.

thats all for now.. need to go already.. will continue later on when i have time..

What happened today to ME!!

HRm..actually nothing much to say today..
homework piling up and I have not done tax homework yet..
Then today got extra homework for paper 6 and 7..
Its gonna be a really busy week though..

Anyways.. Kinda bad luck also la today..
Was actually in the library studying..
And then.. feeling a bit dizzy..
Thought resting awhile will be fine.. as usual..
But it ended up that i black out and faint while resting!!
Well.. its kinda common for me already..
but then still.. Why of all time must it be now??

I guess no one really realised i actually fainted..
Assuming I'm actually sleeping...
Till my sweetie came to me..
and hug me.
Scare him that why aren't i responding to him..
Why am I like so flexible ( well.. I don't know how to explain this but somehow)
Don't really know what is really happening around me that time..
Just heard voices and pressure around me..
Erm.. pressure as in.. hmmm.. ( Don't know how to express!! )
I hope you can get what I'm trying to say somehow..

Then me sweetie dear carry me out of the discussion room...
Say me heavy Le!! Sad.. Need to go on diet already I guess.. =P
Its been a tough time carrying me out of the library..
I appreciate it DEAR..
Love you!!

Then this lady use something for me to smell..
Real strong smell..
Stings my nose..
Dunno h0ow to explain again! but anyways..
See me Sweetie DEAR next to me if much more then enough to sweeten up my heart already..
But I just simply can't open my eyes much and answer him..

then they came with a chair.. I dunno how to call it..
The patient chair... Me name it..
Then travel all the way down form the third floor to the ground floor and head towards the SSD.
Didn't know there is actually a place for sick people.. ( Like mE in this case )

What I could feel that time was my Dear's warm hand holding my hand all the way and kept calling me up..
' Baby.. Baby.. wake up.. don't sleep d..'
I could just remember that..
But its just sweet..
I guess that's because that time I'm more aware of my surroundings after the black out.

What I could remember once I'm awake in the sick bay..
Well.. Its a room with one bed.. One working table.. 2 chairs if not mistaken..
Here, the nurse use that same thing that the previous lady used to wake me up..
Argh! don't like it.. But somehow I just cant's really wake up.. Don't know why..
Tired ba..

Feeling so embarrassed actually when I fully awaken..
And feeling much better already..
But then.. I was just too happy to have my SWeetie dear with me..
Accompanying me all along..
And not to forget my friends that was around to help!!
And the lady and whoever that helped my dear and me!

My dear complained its very 'yok suen' but somehow..
I just wanna blog about it..
Maybe I am lack of material to post..
But still..
Its what I went through today..
Just don't go walking around and talk bad about me..
That's all..

Hopefuly those people in the library wo't remember me..
And.. Maybe just won't wear bzack this same top the next time..
Gonna continue to keep it though.

LAstly..
Don't forget to eat your lunch!!
Lunch is important!!
HAve a proper one for lunch ok??
Don't be like me..
Will learn from this mistakey! =P