oh well..

1. yes I am unhappy

2. why? cause he's there and she's there too.

3. so? I'm not feeling comfortable. Unhappy.

4. covering with another HAPPY mask over the SAD mask. showing that everythings ok everythings fine. nothing happens. its just that. as clear as a white paper.

5. hold on. hang on. stay calm stay cool.

6.back home. in the room. sob and think and think and think.

7. swollen eyes and eye bags getting biggr getting darker clinging round your eyes. giving those dark shadows and creepy.

8. kickin the edge of the bed, surfing the internet, finding new facebook games to past time with, just to keep myself busy so that wont start thinking of that matter.

9. but it just keeps coming and coming, mind starts to wander off, unconsciously, tears starts to drop and it goes on and on for some time before it cools down.

10. breathing in air hardly trying to cool it off.

11. hoping things will be alright soon enough