Once I thought I was the luckiest gal ever.

yeh although there were times wher we argue, and times wher we hav cold wars going on here and there.

but still, it was thought to be the tightening of our bond.

haha. but who knows, yeh prollly im blur. im juz not tat attentive enough to realise things changed.

and worst has it became.

to accept the fact it has became reality of what I feared of the most.

to blame is myself.

to wish things were back to normal. ( although I think it will not happen unless there are miracle I guess? )

to hope he is happy there with his choice.

And thanks for giving such good alongside with bad memories thru out these years.

take care